hmmm.... jus finish eatin my dinner jiu come online le...
haha...

jus nw end work at ard 6.15pm den rush dwn to pt to meet tui xiong for dinner...
as always...we sit outside e ntuc n chat bahx..
den a short while later....denson come n join us n we carry on chatting...
den i chat wif them abt HER..
den when i say if i wan to 4get HER..i MUST quit e job..becos dat's e only way out for mi...
n denson reply mi dat if i reali haf e heart to forget HER..i will b able to do it de...n dat i also
dun nid quit e job de....but i dun wish to force myself to 4get HER de...

cos i still rmb e 1st tym she came there to work after HER O levels last last yr de dec...
i noe i've fallen for HER le...when she stop working there after e cny last yr..i was tinking of HER all dae long n hoping to c HER come back work or wad....i've never give up at all...
in e end...ard july last yr...when i heard ah cheng aunty told mi dat gt one cashier whu was working durin cny come back work le...i was hoping dat it was HER...n it turn out to b HER...

though i saw HER a couple of tyms..but i dun dare to approach her....
dat was when i spent i tink abt more den a wk browsing thru friendster hoping to find HER....
den in e end...managed to find HER n since dat nite....we begin to sms one another le...but dat was only for a short period only as i've failed badly to understand HER...

den nw...
it's been abt one yr since we noe each other le...n throughout tis one yr..
many unpleasant things haf happened between us which some of things i up till now...
still regretted saying it.....
haiz..

n throughout all tis period...my love for HER is gettin stronger n stronger...
n dat's all i can sae...

N nw....in order to c her frm afar...i've always tried my best to work frm 7am-10pm or 5pm jus to c HER only even though i admit i'm very tired le but i still force myself to carry on.......
n it's been mths since i last tok to her while at work le...
but to mi..it's okay de...
i dun mind working long hrs jus to c HER once or wad de..as sometyms i can b very very busy till i cant go out n walk ard...

everydae,every moment..I've been tinking of u n hoping dat u'll b fine...
it's fine if U cant accept mi...even if U treat mi very bad...i WONT GIVE UP ON U DE...
U're very important to mi be it as a fren or a stranger....
all i ask from U is ur trust n to b there for U whenever U r feelin dwn...
gal...i reali love U a lot......n i'll b waitin for U de.. 8:48 PM